31 - Did not go to school all day. Went to Mahoney's to-night. Dan was very rough. Dreamed about Don last night. Thought May, Don and I were invited to Mrs. Mahoney's. I wish half my dreams would come true. I'd give a good deal (if I had it) to be on my old terms of friendship with him, but no, Dan or someone, perhaps myself, has queered that forever, and I might as well make up my vacuum of a brain to that. Am writing under difficulties as my bird insists on helping me do it, and , besides that, I am writing in bed.
There was a word erased before 'vacuum' - it looks like it said 'I might as well make up my blooming vacuum of a brain to that.' I do not know if the word was erased due to content - did blooming count as a cuss in those days? - or if it was simply an error. Previous errors have been simply crossed out.
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